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name: Ruzenka/Kirschy/Rue
age: 21
starsign: Aquarius
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loves: Sasarai and Guu-chan
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//Tuesday, September 27, 2005//


My left ear hurts from all the torture I'm doing to myself.

I successfully (or so I think) got the earring in the third piercing on my right ear. Took a lot of time with me just trying to ease the earring in. Now that I'm done with that, the left ear is more and more becoming my number one enemy for the day. Well, night.

Ugh gawd, I am distracted by this left ear. I will post tomorrow instead >.<

*in Suikoden V madness* XD XD XD


~Ruzenka took flight on 23:29




//Sunday, September 25, 2005//


It feels nice to post here again ^_^ It's bad I get to post only once a month. I'll try to update this every evening I guess. Since the pcs at work won't let me open Blogger, it's very cruel of them to block the address! And so I had to use my LJ account to get rid of the boredom during mornings. Although I feel no one really reads this one anymore (._.), well, it doesn't matter.

This week has been pretty busy. Work here and there. Installing windows are a pain, but being the optimist I am, I just thought of it as exercise. Will help me lose weight or something. Anyway, last Friday, I saw a classmate from highschool, she works at Rustan's as a merchandising manager. Pretty young to have a job like that eh? She looked old though, pardon me. But she does! Her face looks like it was pulled downwards - no wrinkles though, just her eyes look like it lacked a lot of sleep. I'm surprised she still recognized me. I thought people from highschool won't recognize me anymore. I felt like a wallflower back then. Anyway, I think it's nice that my co-workers think that I'm under 20. It's funny, because I feel I look 30 or something. Do I? I don't want to look old really. In fact, I don't want to grow old. It may be strange, but I'd like to live a few hundred years old - but stay young. I can be killed, but as long as I don't, I'll live my youthful life. I WISH.

Every night I still think of what happened two years ago. I feel so loved right now! And in love too! Really! I wonder if it's bad if a relationship reaches really high peaks, and not so low lows. It's great it doesn't go bad, as in bad. My gawd, we were thinking, of how other people think. And then in the end we just toss it aside because it doesn't matter how people think. Well it might have some effect, but I don't think we take it heavily. I don't hear any bad comments about us right now, so that's good. Isn't it. Unless anyone stumbles across this blog and really wants to say something, do tell me now!

Hmm...I'm addicted to Pudding Marshmallows. You can buy those at Aji Ichiban for 79 pesos per 100 grams. I love it, it reminds me of something! Someone... rather. :)

I hope, next week, we continue our Last Exile marathon at Ruben's house. I must see the ending already!

Anyway, must go now, will post more next time. My back kinda hurts and I'd like to talk on the phone with Laika while relaxing in my bed.


~Ruzenka took flight on 13:11




//Sunday, August 07, 2005//


Wah, seems I forgot everything about my blog... the net... my pc... @_@ Well not entirely. I've been wanting to go online for days already, play RO and look at some stuff, but work seems to make me sleep earlier than the usual. It's pretty tiring (with all the commuting I do, going to all Rustan's branches here in Manila). Although I don't go to all those 5 branches (I go to at least 3 branches a week), it's still tiring! But it has been really fun so far! I don't get to do all the creative stuff right now, since I'm still in my early stages. But my design manager, Ms. Feliz, usually asks me to do all the mannequin styling now if she has lots of stuff to do. I think our design team (Ladies Imported) usually gets involved with the other design team's (Luxury and Special Events) projects, so I'll be involved with events set-up in places like hotels and other big places like The Fort and wherever they take me.

This september, we'll be preparing for the Christmas set-up in the malls already! I never really thought I'd enjoy this visual merchandising stuff o.O Ever since thesis ended haha! I didn't want to get involved with it anymore really. And to think I originally applied as a graphic artist for the company @_@ And they made me a display artist ¬_¬ Mou, lol!

I hope one day they'll send me to London to attend the FCUK VM Training. Haha, I wish @_@

Anyway, I finished the 6th Harry Potter book today ^_^ Surprisingly, it's much shorter than the 5th one. I thought the books were progressively lengthier as it goes on o.O Oh well, it was a good read, as usual. Very glad I got to finish it in a day ^_^


~Ruzenka took flight on 16:34




//Tuesday, July 12, 2005//


Wow... last Thursday (my second day of work), I got my first overtime so soon @_@ Designed the window display for the Home Decor section of Rustan's. Gawd, I never thought real visual merchandising would require A LOT of physical work @_@ I do a lot of the lifting too lol @_@ (of course with other people - guys, who are much much older than me, some of them artists, and a lot of them movers). Of course they don't let me lift the heavy stuff @_@ And don't let me climb up 10 ft. ladders @_@ I feel so overworked! Lol! But it's fun, especially when my design manager asks me to look for clothes to put on the mannequins... it's like shopping, but not for yourself @_@ I hope I get to design more than install more of those needed to be set-up @_@ It seems the department has planned what they should do months before @_@.

Anyway, today, we went to Rockwell to install the window sale posters for FCUK. We also changed the racks and stuff @_@ Basically what I'm doing right now is definitely not artistic work, but learning the basics of installing and set-up, important paperwork, meeting people I should know, and different how-to's... I guess I need to know that first and foremost @_@ But I really wish I could do the art stuff as soon as possible. @_@

So if you guys are in any of the following malls: Rustan's Makati (beside Glorietta), Robinsons' Place Manila, Alabang Town Center, Shangri-la Mall, Rockwell, or Gateway... you just might be able to see me there doing display work @_@


~Ruzenka took flight on 22:29




//Friday, June 17, 2005//


Finally!

After 3 days of playing Tetris (yes, I know, old game), I finally finished Level 9 High 5! Waaaaiiiii! It's sooo hard to do really, because the game starts like 6 lines before the topmost line T_T

And also, I have a job now. I don't know yet when I'll be starting but I'll be having my medical examination on monday, and probably submit company requirements soon. I'll be working as a Visual Display Artist (remembers thesis) for Rustan's ^^ I'm quite excited about it because I didn't expect to get that job in the first place(I applied as a Graphic Designer but they wanted me to be a display artist instead), and of course , I do want that kind of job. It sounds exciting, overnights, store events, stuff like that XD

Also, I'll be switching blog addresses soon. I don't know yet if I'll get "rosacanina" or "rosacinnamonea" (mouthful one!). Really, when I update layouts it's a pain when the ftp transfers fail or something.


~Ruzenka took flight on 21:31




//Monday, June 13, 2005//


Watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith yesterday. Kind of amusing, though It would have been better if I didn't watch it on the big screen. It's that kind of a movie that's good when you borrow it, rent it, or watch in pirated dvd XD But it's an ok movie methinks anyway.

Still not done with Namco X Capcom. I wish I could make a team composed of my favourite characters only (KOS-MOS, Shion and MOMO, Sylphie, Stahn and Rutee, Karin and Sakura, Bruce and Regina, Toby and Hiromi, Morrigan, Jin, and *soon*, Judas - if he's playable :D) Waaaah! And I wanna play Sims 2 again *_* Make more houses.

*Frustrated Architect* I wish I'd taken up that one instead. Since most of my time here at home is spent playing games, looking at magazines featuring houses, and look at game architecture *_*

I'm excited for my little brother, Stix! It'll be his first day of school on Wednesday ^_^ Heehee, I suddenly miss going to school...


~Ruzenka took flight on 13:47




//Thursday, June 09, 2005//


Because I decided not to go out of the house today (my dad might get mad at me already for going out a lot this week), I played Namco X Capcom instead *_* Waaaah fun game, reminds me of Super Robot Taisen, only with Namco and Capcom characters. It's in Japanese though, so I'm sort of playing blindly with a lot of kanji characters.

I also finished 2 GBA SIMS games last week o_o Sims Bustin' Out and Sims Urbz. Must enjoy last few weeks of bumming because I might work soon T_T

I'm thinking of transferring my blog into another address. Using fateback as image and site host is a pain when updating... sort of. I always seem to do something wrong whenever I change layouts ._.


~Ruzenka took flight on 18:12