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name: Ruzenka/Kirschy/Rue
age: 21
starsign: Aquarius
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loves: Sasarai and Guu-chan
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//Saturday, September 13, 2003//


Sigh... attempting to rant stuff out again publicly - but not exactly. 'Tis a sad thought that although I've gotten out of the last few months misery, I think I'm getting into one again. Anyways... that doesn't matter. I'm too frustrated with something right now I have no time to discuss the past and what's gonna come.

You know how irritating it is when people don't understand that you do understand? I don't know... but although I've read somewhere that empathy is something hard to do... it seems so easy for me to visualize everything. No that's not empathy, but I know, that I know that feeling. My professor once said... that I seem to be the spirit that has experienced many many things in life, even in such a short span of time. And it won't be obvious. I kind of believe her in a way... that what I'm being irriated at right now? About not knowing how it is to be in some certain state of being... sigh I just couldn't tell. But I've been through that at some point in my life. And I don't understand how it's so hard to say it because you're in that state of being. And that it would be easy for me to say it because I'm not in that state of being. Instead, I see it as like this: it's so hard to say it because you did something related to your state of being, and it's so easy for me to say it because I wasn't the one who did it. Because surely... If I was in that state of being, and I was pointing out at someone who's like me, who did something... just something! It would be easy for me to say it because I wasn't the one who did it. Hell, I don't care if you don't understand... or if you do understand. I'd probably forget what I'm talking about here in a matter of weeks.

Just bloody ranting. For now.


~Ruzenka took flight on 05:29





Hmm...


~Ruzenka took flight on 02:36