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Cocoon
name: Ruzenka/Kirschy/Rue
age: 21
starsign: Aquarius
affinity: Wind
loves: Sasarai and Guu-chan
likes: Cinnamon, Tea, Sky
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//Thursday, October 16, 2003//
Sometimes I just wanna sleep forever...
Sometimes I just wanna go back in time...
Sometimes I just wanna stick knives at the back of people's necks...
Sometimes I just wish I can shut my mouth... and never talk to anyone anymore... talking fucking sucks. I'm sick of pretending I'm happy with whatever's going on...
I don't understand myself. I already know it's not a happy thing and I simply couldn't help but pretend that I am happy. My faith is slowly getting buried in the depths of my forgotten soul. I think I should start remembering God in the first place.
I should really get back to where I was, really, happy. But then, did I ever, ever have a true joyous moment? I guess I have, but I just have not noticed them. Or I've taken them for granted.
Sigh... what's happening to me?
Nowadays, each day I live I begin to understand more and more that life is a masquerade...
And that my mask is slowly getting cracks... one day it'll be full of it, it'll break down.
Bah I need to play a game that doesn't require interaction with real people...
Geh and after a few days I know I'll be back to my gawddamn giddy self again.
~Ruzenka took flight
on 00:17