day of flight... grandcher ver.04

//Saturday, December 06, 2003//

HI. CAN ANYONE ANSWER THIS FOR ME? MAKE USE OF MY COMMENT BOX! (THE WAFFLE? BELOW) OR EMAIL IT TO ME! OR ELSE. CGE NA WAG NA MAHIYA. SAGUTAN NYO NA!

****OPINIONS*****
1. One adjective to describe my looks:
2. Am I sweet?:
3. Am I crazy?:
4. Am I loveable?:
5. Am I funny?:
6. Am I annoying?:
7. Am I psycho?:
8. Am I daring?:
9. Am I a good person?:
10. Am I sexy?:

*****WOULD YOU...*****
11. Hug me?:
12. Miss me if I was gone?:
13. Listen to my problems?:
14. Hug me if I cried?:
15. Be a good friend to me?:

*****WOULD YOU...*****
17. Ever consider me romantically?:
18. Kiss me ((Really))?:
19. Do me a favour?
20. Hang out with me?:

*****HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?*****
21. When's my birthday?:
22. How tall am I?:
23. What school do I go to?:
24. Do I have any siblings ~> names?? :
25. Who is my most current ex?:
26. Who is my best friend?:
27. Who am i crushing on/dating?:
28. Favorite animal?:
29. Favorite food?:
30. Favorite TV show?:
31. Favorite song/songs?:
32. Favorite music group?:

*****IF YOU COULD*****
36. Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
37. Hook me up with someone (real), who would it be and why?:
38. Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
39. Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:

*****JUST A FEW QUESTIONS*****
40.What do you love about me?:
41. What do you dislike about me? (seriously):
42. What is my best quality?:
43. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
44. What is your honest opinion of me?:

~Ruzenka took flight on 00:01

//Friday, December 05, 2003//

Quizzies again!!!
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The Capable Lady
-
The foil to the helpless Lovely Heroine and
childish Girlish Sidekick, this job is the
essence of "empowered woman". Must
be able to beat down huge crowds of drooling
fanboys singlehandedly and look like a million
bucks doing it. Required to establish some
kind of relationship with either Hero Without A
Past or Wacky Male Comic Relief.
Must provide own cans of whoopa$$; canopener
available on request.

Examples: Tifa Lockhart, Quistis Trepe, Beatrix,
Lulu

A Final Fantasy Casting Call
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And something I've gotten from some random blog.

LAYER ONE: on the outside
Current Location: In front of my PC.
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Black.
Height: 5'2'
Righty or Lefty: Righty.
Zodiac sign: Aquarius.

LAYER TWO: on the inside
Your heritage: Filipino, with a little bit of chinese.
Shoes you wore today: I haven't gotten out of the house yet today.
Your weakness: Time, Melancholy.
Your fears: Frogs, rejection, being forgotten.
Your perfect pizza: Pineapple, ham, cheese...............
Goal you'd like to achieve: Get a nice job and live a nice life.

LAYER THREE: yesterday, today, tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Bleh.
Your best physical feature: People say it's my eyes. But since it's often covered by my eyeglasses...
Your bedtime: 3 am usually.
your most missed memory: Whenever I'm happy.

LAYER FOUR: your pick
Pepsi or coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
Single or group dates: Single.
Adidas or Nike: Shoes.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: As long as it's Chamomile Tea.
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla ^_^
Cappuccino or coffee: I still say, Tea.

LAYER FIVE: do you?
Smoke: No.
Cuss: A lot.
Sing: I love singing.
Take a shower everyday: Of course.
Have a crush(es): Yeshhhh...
Think you've been in love: Maybe, I dunno if that was real o.O
Want to go to college: I already am in college.
Like(d) high school: Sorta.
Want to get married: With Sasarai? Sure...
Believe in yourself: Yes.
Get motion sickness: Never.
Think you're attractive: Not really...
Think you're a health freak: No. But I should be....
Get along with your parents: Yup.
Like thunderstorms: Mmhmm...
Play an instrument: Piano, recorder, maybe a lil bit of violin although I don't read notes.

LAYER SIX: in the past month have you...
Drank alcohol: Yes.
Smoked: No.
Done a drug: No.
Had sex: No.
Made Out: No.
Gone on a date: No.
Gone to the mall: Yes.
Eaten an entire box of oreos: No.
Eaten sushi: No.
Been on stage: No.
Been dumped: No.
Gone skating: No.
Made homemade cookies: I don't bake.
Gone skinny dipping: No.
Dyed your hair: No.
Stolen anything: No.

LAYER SEVEN: ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: No.
If so, was it mixed company: No.
Been caught "doing something": No.
Been called a tease: No.
Gotten beaten up: No.
Changed who you were to fit in: No.

LAYER EIGHT: getting older
Age you hope to be married: I don't even know if I'll get married. Late twenties would be a good age though, I think.
Numbers and names of children: I'd want two children. And surely name one of them Synthesis.
Describe your dream wedding: In a foreign country.
Where do you want to go to college: I already am in UST o.O
What do you want to be when you grow up: Successful.
What country would you most like to visit: Japan.

LAYER NINE: in a boy (or girl)
Best eye color: Grey
Best hair color: Brown.
Short or long hair: Whichever, as long as it's straight.
Best weight: Does that matter?
Best articles of clothing: I dunno.
Best first date location: Eh?
Best first kiss location: There's such thing as best first kiss location?

LAYER TEN: in the numbers...
Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
Number of people I could trust with my life: 3.
Number of CDs that I own: More than 50.
Number of piercings: 7
Number of tattoos: 0
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 0
Number of scars on my body: I don't want to count, but I'm sure there are a lot.
Number of things in my past that I regret: A lot.

That was a lot o.O

~Ruzenka took flight on 20:19

Just took the darn long Enneagram test again. I don't really get it. But this is what it says:

Conscious self	Overall self

Take Free Enneagram Personality Test

Advanced Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	45%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	48%
Type 3	Ambition	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	57%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	51%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	52%
Type 8	Hostility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%

Your Conscious-Surface type is 9w8
Your Unconscious-Overall type is Omni

Take Free Advanced Enneagram Personality Test

Another personality test I remember taking in HIghschool was the one made by Carl Jung. I remember I was an INTJ before (Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, Judging). Now I'm an INTP (Introverted Intuitive Thinking Perceiving) person. I took two tests and here's the result of the 4-question one (the other one had a lot of questions @_@)

My Bloginality is INTP!!!

Anyway, if you want to take the longer test, here's the link: Jung's Personality Test

Ah enough long quizzies for today.

~Ruzenka took flight on 04:19

Finally, leveled up Rue-chan to level 39. Geh I want to be a Rogue already @_@ But with the amount of laziness I have I probably would be a rogue in um maybe two weeks time. Sigh. I have to *not forget* Ruzzie too in pRO @_@ I've been neglecting her lately T_T Waaahhh T_T

Anyways, I was able to submit my paper bag, though I don't know what my grade is ^^ Bleh, I wish I knew. I'm really worried about my grades this semester. Full load, bleh teachers... gads... I have to keep my grades up -_- I have been on the dean's list ever since I got into Advertising and I don't really want to end that o.o

Sigh anyways. I want to go to Quiapo tomorrow to buy beads. Then Greenhills on saturday because I want my PS2's modchip fixed. Sigh.

Need to fix my archives. I think I made a booboo with it again @_@

Another quiz whatsoever.
Artistic

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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~Ruzenka took flight on 00:19

//Wednesday, December 03, 2003//

Currently Listening to: Snow Cherries from France by Tori Amos

Uh, repost.... before anything else... Kore wa Fuji-san desu~ Waiii desu~

Fuji Syusuke

Grrr...

I can't believe my gawddarned professor in Package Design!!! I made a goddamned paper bag, and was already prepared to submit it to him... but Father Aureada called a meeting (about a university exhibit), and so I was late for class, only to find out that he already was on his way home. I caught up with the prof in the corridor but he didn't listen to my explanation that I AM DARN EXCUSED FROM HIS CLASS UNTIL THE MEETING ENDS!!! Waaaaahhhh shet sya. Poocha talaga. Kaya yan, nireklamo ko sa isang prof. tsaka noted by the department head na yun!!!! Pag di nya chinekan work ko, shet sya.

Tomorrow I'll try to submit this darn paperbag/box/pouch again -_- Sigh... why can't I do anything to such f***ing assholes... shet sila... shet talaga >.<

Agghhhhhh!!!

Anyways... back to uh, normal, and somewhat more calm things...

Fuji Syusuke now graces the back part of my ID with his bishie looks. Sasarai-sama wearing a tennis player get up really ^_^.

Tomorrow I will go bead hunting with the Adviser ^_^

Hmm December 12, comodo, pRO, must collect stuff for new hats.............

Must turn Rue soon into a Rogue...

Must make psychology homework, now @_@

Hmm... I need money. I have 2k from my grandma still. And my allowance for this month is 6k. That means I still have 8k. Must pay phone bills soon. And then, must buy gifts. Ay wait, nabawasan ko na ng 300 yun so, that means... I have 7,700 left. Now, on how to actually get all of that from my grandma... tsk tsk...

~Ruzenka took flight on 21:53

//Tuesday, December 02, 2003//

Ordinary school day... that means, we are given a load of homework again o.O Caricature and some mock up of a transit ad @_@ I dunno why I'm making all these ads when I don't really plan to be an advertiser. Well, I don't know yet, I don't really have an idea of what job I want anyways. So maaaaaaaaaaany jobs I want really @_@ But since I like planning a lot and most of them I won't probably do (ehe ^^), I think I should really stick to just a few @_@

Nyuuuuuuu~ There's a new Tori Amos album T_T It's called Tales of a Librarian. Basically it's just a collection of her old songs (plus a couple of new songs and some b-sides)... remixed! Waaaahhhhhh Tori T_T

Gah, I should be doing my homework. I want to finish all of these before 9 am tomorrow. So I could sleep for 2 hours at least before going to school. Waaahhh pahirap na plate :<

Anyways, lyrics again, to one of my fav songs by Bjork ^_^

HYPERBALLAD by Bjork

We live on a mountain
Right at the top
There's a beautiful view
From the top of the mountain
Every morning I walk towards the edge
And throw little things off
Like:
Car parts, bottles and cutlery
Or whatever I find lying around

It's become a habit
A way
To start the day

I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you

It's early morning
No one is awake
I'm back at my cliff
Still throwing things off
I listen to the sounds they make
On their way down
I follow with my eyes 'til they crash
Imagine what my body would sound like
Slamming against those rocks

When it lands
Will my eyes
Be closed or open?

I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you

~Ruzenka took flight on 20:48

//Monday, December 01, 2003//

Another long and tiring day at school. Morning was spent drawing pajama sets for children (for Costume and Fashion Designing class). Afternoon was spent listening to an interesting yet dragging lecture about Integrated Marketing Communications (for Advertising Practice class). Late afternoon was spent taking pictures using mommy Tere's digicam, for Life Painting class. Ugh, I think I had 30 shots in 2 hours, and only found 2 pictures that were nice. @_@ I am so not photogenic @_@ But I dunno how my classmates find the pictures taken nice, I just saw it as plain ugly. Hehe...

Anyway, my teacher decided on this pose I had in which I looked like "nalugi sa buhay". I think he wanted me to paint myself dramatically @_@ Gaahhh, if I don't feel like painting myself, I'd paint my cousin Cielo @_@ It'd be so much better, and she is much much much much (gazillion times much) prettier than me. Well anyways...

I should be doing my package design plate, and my advertising design plate today. Also, a drawing assignment for psychology..................... and um pay my telephone bills by next week T_T and buy gifts for my friends this christmas, and make my costume, and waaaaaaaaaaaah make my presents (for those I don't want to spend much on *cough* no not really....) and do a presentation board for fashion design, then ugh, still haven't talked with the department head regarding our baguio trip, and waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh... sigh.

Yesternight (is there such a word...), it was nice to talk to Neechan. And the other day with Puj. Ne, it feels so nice to talk to someone over the phone again. I felt so alone these past few days. Well although I enjoy being alone... but not during this time T_T Not now please... Geh anyways, I felt so alone that I enjoyed going to school everyday then coming home seeing my dad and my sisters here. Although I'm still mean to them, they don't know how happy I am when I see people in this house. Very unusual of me ne?

*is clueless and wants answers on what's happening to herself*

Anyways, lyrics to um, Ningentte Sonna Mono Ne. I wish someone could translate this for me. Although I think it means something about the nature of a human being. About how life's experiences helps you to become what you are, and even though we can't reach perfection, we can still have happiness through just living and we can call that something like a "natural joy" or whatever. Did that make sense? Well, it's a pretty powerful song I think. It's one of my favourite songs of all time. Probably a part of the so called "soundtrack of my life". o.o

Ningentte Sonna Mono Ne by Kokia
transliterated by... me.

Kanpeki na risou ni naritakatta no?
Dare ka wo manete tada ke deshou?
Donna tobikata datte yokatta no you?
Tobidatsu yuuki ga daiji nan desho?

Mou dame da nante ittari mo suru kedo

Naite Waratte Nayande okite Kanjiru subete ga jibun ni natte ku
ikiterutte Jibun de irutte Atari Mae no Shiawase ga Ureshii
Shinjirutte Ganbarutte Sono tabi nando mo yari naoshite
ningentte sonna mono ne yurushii aeru te subarashii

Kakko tsukeru no wa tsukareta desho?Angai dare mo kinishite nai yo

Meiwaku wo kakeru no was iya da nante
hitori de aruite kitatsu mori na no?

Ningentte...

*Tasuke atte Katakashi atte Sukoshi susunde wa tachi domatte
Iki wo sutte Shinkokyuu shite tama ni wa tame ikitsu itari shinagara
naite waratte nayande okite Shinjiru subete ga jibun ni natteku
Ningen tte sonna mono ne Yurushii aeru te subarashii

Shiawase na toki wa dare ka to Wakachi au nara
Sore nara kurushii toki mo Hitori janai
dare ka to Kyouyuu dekiru yorokobi

Repeat * 2x

Hadaka no watashitachi was dare mo ga yowasa ya Sabishi sa no naka ni
atatakana nukumori wo sagashite douni ka susu mou to shiteru...

And then, more quizzies...

! You are most Like A Sapphire !
Dark, mysterious - but unforgettable. You have a
deep
beauty. Delicate, and shy you try to stay away from
the
limelight but often your intelligence puts you in
at the
deep end. You're like a Sapphire, because, your
beauty is priceless.
You're intelligent, full of opinions, and not big-
headed about it all.
Sometimes you need to put yourself out there, as
you can be a bit shy.
Congratulations ... You're the mysterious gem
everybody wants to have and learn more about.

?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??
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Waterfall

?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ??
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~Ruzenka took flight on 22:06

//Sunday, November 30, 2003//

Gaaah Sunday. I was supposed to do my homework, and uh, play more cRO - but then my grandmother wanted to go to Tagaytay just to eat lunch. I'm glad I went with them, the restaurant's view of the lake was nice ^^ I love just looking at the sky while sitting on a swinging thing bench thingy... and then listening to music... sigh.

I want a house of my own already. With a garden and maybe a pool... although I don't know how to swim, I just want a pool. And then a nice veranda... and um, I want it somewhere in the countryside, with a breathtaking view of the landscape... waaah house T_T

Sigh...

Sigh...

Sigh...

GAH.

~Ruzenka took flight on 20:49

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