day of flight... grandcher ver.04

//Saturday, January 03, 2004//

Gawd.... I think I shan't sleep for the next few days. Homework caught up with me and said, "Hurry up or you'll catch your idle tail on fire". I've done only one out of my homework list... how sad can that be? I should do more a bit later, then tomorrow, then paint on Sunday. Oh dear me... I don't even know when is the deadline of the darn oil painting assignment. I hope I could finish it in a day! But I heard on Sunday we'll be watching Disney on Ice @_@ Noooooo I have to paint T_T Waaahhhhh @_@

*few mins later*

OKAY... my dad is having stomach pains and all that stuff... he's going to the hospital right now with his girlfriend. Good thing someone is there to accompany him... I wouldn't know what to do, and how to leave this house. @_@ I'm worried about my dad... what in the world did he eat to get food poison o.o *thinks* Hrmm, we all eat the same food o_o I wonder what it is... sigh... I just hope it's nothing complicated and it's not something that's gonna put his life in danger -_-

It's the start of the year and things are beginning to get difficult. I'm praying hard... that nothing bad would happen much. Sigh... I have plans for this year and I don't want it to get foiled. Must work... must work....

Lyrics again...

RASPBERRY SWIRL by Tori Amos

i am not senorita
i am not from your tribe
in the garden i did no crime
i am not your senorita
i am not from your tribe
if you want inside her
well,
boy you better make her raspberry swirl
things are getting desperate
when all the boys can't be men
everybody knows i'm her friend
everybody knows i'm her man
i'm not your senorita
i don't aim so high
in my heart i do no crime
if you want inside her
well,
boy you better make her raspberry swirl

~Ruzenka took flight on 05:20

//Friday, January 02, 2004//

DOUGHNUT SONG - by Tori Amos

had me a trick and a kick and your message
well you'll never gain weight from a doughnut hole
then thought that i could decipher your message
there's no one here dear
no one at all

and if i'm wasting all your time
this time
maybe you never learned to take
and if i'm hanging on to your shade
i guess i'm way beyond the pale

and southern men can grow gold
can grow pertty
blood can be pertty
like a delicate man
copper to steel to a hinge that is faltered
that let's you in let's you in let's you in
something's just keeping you numb

you told me last night
you were a sun now with your very own

devoted satellite
happy for you
and i am sure that i hate you
too sons too many too many able fires

and if i'm wasting all your time
this time
i think you never learned to take
and if i'm hanging on to your shade
i guess i'm way beyond the pale

~Ruzenka took flight on 03:04

//Wednesday, December 31, 2003//

What is your witch power? by kaylynhalliwell
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What is your witch power? by kaylynhalliwell
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Ara ne o.o Finally, reformated again @_@ Into WinME. I don't see much difference really... it's better than Win98 though o.o I think, well, I hope.

It's New Year's Eve tonight and I have to do homework today @_@ Geez, darn professors giving us work during the holidays. What kind of a vacation is that? Geh.

Oooh, yesterday we went Ice Skating!!! I don't know how to ice skate much but it was fun even if I was going at a slow speed only ^^ My feet hurt afterwards though @_@ Aiee-san should learn soon!!! We must bring her to the skating rink again and make her learn /GG!!! Gawd, we went home by uh, almost 5 am @_@ Just stayed at Laika-chan's house and talked and talked @_@ We didn't get the chance to have videoke, but we just sang sentimental songs at one part of our long conversation. Talk about mushiness!!!

Gah! Must do my PD homework today!!! Really I should @_@ I've spent last week (and the last few days too), just enjoying the holidays, I think. Well that's what the vacation is for right? So better take advantage of it!

Sigh, the year is ending. I don't have much memories of this year, but I think I should be able to recall some of the uh, sorta significant details of the year.
1) Q's bday - sleepover at hotel
2) Relationship turmoil - during the first half the year
3) RO
4) Um, things...... o.O
5) More things =_=

o.o Err, hai ^^;;;

I should really make new year's resolutions for the next year. And make them happen @_@ Ne? Ne?

^_^ Happy New Year to everyone! ^_^

~Ruzenka took flight on 18:16

//Tuesday, December 30, 2003//

You are Blue.

Overall you're a pretty content person. At peace
with yourself, you don't tend to over react.
Although at times you can be quite harsh and
cold towards others.

What Color Best Represents Your Personality?
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You are The Hierophant

The Hierophant

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GAH MUST REFORMAT... I'M SICK OF IT @_@

~Ruzenka took flight on 06:30

Ughh... stupid worm...

For some bleh reason my newly installed Win2k acquired some darn worm from the internet. Now I have to download service pack 4 @_@ (which won't let me, grr...). Aaaarrghhhh @_@ But anyways...

Yesterday I slept at my mom's house. She just wanted me to sleep there for no reason. I guess she misses us so much. It's been 3 years, I think, since my mom and dad separated. And next year my little brother will be moving with us (my dad's house), so that leaves only my sister May with her. Sometimes I feel like I need to move and stay with her. But then, I think I should finish my studies first before doing anything like that...

Hmm... I had another of those chasing dreams again. Usually, it goes like this: I do something good to save some people/Some evil secret gets uncovered by me - I get chased by goon-like/evil people - they never get to me/I get saved. This dream, particularly... had me jumping, running with all the energy I have and yet it still seems so slow, hiding, driving cars ( I dunno how to drive), and me uncovering some evil technological secret - located in some mall... I think it started with me, deleting the data in front of the bad boss guy. And then he calls some of his goons to chase me. I try to kill the bad boss by pushing him on to the ledge but I think stupid me had some pity and didn't let the bastard fall. Anyways, I ran all over the building until I reached the fire exit staircase. More goons chased after me... and then I um, jumped outside the building @_@ And ran towards the road while the cars were still moving. Running seemed awfully slow and painful @_@ And then finally I got to a point where no one was after me anymore, and I was driving some vehicle towards some hilly town/region to look for the person who can help me.

Weird eh? Imagine getting those types of dreams all the time! Now if someone would be able to interpret those for me, I'd appreciate it greatly @_@

Oh um, advanced Happy New Year!

~Ruzenka took flight on 01:27

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