day of flight... grandcher ver.04

//Friday, January 23, 2004//

Must do HW...
Must do HW...
Must do HW.............. T_T

The latter part of this week is going well so far, aside from the fact that I'm trying very hard to motivate myself right now to do my HW for AdDesign class. Met my Japanese cousins the other day, they were so kawaii! Looking forward to going with them on Saturday for Enchanted Kingdom! Well, I hope I do get to go T_T Time is running short for the fashion show. And I also need to do a lot of things @_@ Waaahh @_@ Well anyways. I should go now and do my hw @_@

Oh, my aunt bought me Gates of Heaven by Do As Infinity! Nyuu~ me loves it~

It's this quiz again. Before I got this one, then I got the Gate Rune after a few months, and after a few months again, I got this now, again @_@

Which Suikoden True Rune Are You Compatible With?
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You are most compatible with the Soul Eater. You have a lot of pain and sorrow inside of you, which at times may seem as though it is too much to bear. Even so, you never let it stop you, and press on in life. You have great abilities and talents, and as you were raised much was expected from you. You also have a sense of responsibility, both to your commitments and the people you care about, and will try to fulfill it regardless of your doubts and uncertainty. You probably wonder why your life turned out the way it did, and wish you could change something in it. The current owner of the Soul Eater is Tir McDohl. His best friend Ted, who had kept the rune for 400 years, asked him to take it so it could be protected from the Sorcerous Windy. After he aquired the rune, the destinies of the people closest to him were bent toward death, and the Soul Eater took the souls of Odessa, the leader of the Resistance, his loyal guardian and friend Gremio, his Father, and even Ted, who commanded the rune to take him, so he could be free from Windy's control, who had captured him. When Windy later tries to take the rune from Tir, the rune itself refuses her as its master, and stays with Tir and protects him from her power. After the war, Tir declined the role of leadership, and instead wandered the land with Gremio, who was revived with the power of the collective 108 Stars. The Rune is said to be cursed, and its motives and nature are unclear. Although it is clearly a burden to the bearer, Gremio remarks that he did not believe the rune itself was evil. Its true power is also uncertain, although Leknaat warned Tir never to use the full power of the rune.

~Ruzenka took flight on 00:33

//Tuesday, January 20, 2004//

It's already 2 pm and I'm still here at home. I have a class at 12, haha, I'm late. Or I could say I'll be absent in that class. My uniform, I just washed it now... it seems that our helper still hasn't come back. She said she's sick and is with her cousin. But anyway...

And now I'm waiting for my uniform to dry -_- I really need to get to school now >.< I feel bad as hell.

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~Ruzenka took flight on 14:07

//Sunday, January 18, 2004//

I have less than 5 hours to do the rest of my homework, and study. I feel so guilty falling asleep at noon, I would have accomplished more if I didn't :/ Ah well, it always happens to me anyways, shouldn't feel guilty anymore and get used to it instead. I'm trying to study for Ad Practice now, and couldn't get a thing in my head. Sigh... I'm trying not to cheer up really... but I don't know how I'm going to pull that off by myself. I wish I can talk to a classmate right now, I bet they're experiencing the same level of stress as I am now. I'm so selfish >.< But really, I wish none of us would have to go through too much. Actually, it's not much, it just takes a lot of time because I cram.

I haven't done anything productive as of late. Funny that a close friend and classmate of mine, told me she was having the same problems. And to think that she's more responsible than I am, and she's a part of the student council too. She said it still feels like vacation and even though she's trying hard to move, laziness is pulling her down. Just like what's happening to me. Hmm I also heard a few of my other classmates tell me that. Seems that we're all suffering from it. Maybe because we've been too active and responsible the past few semesters that it's starting to get a bit tiring. Or maybe there's just the fact that our teachers are giving us a lot of work this semester. Blargh ò_ó

I think I'm failing at everything I do now. I just hope, I still keep my grades up... somehow...-_-

Failing with responsibilities at school, failing to at least care about myself as I am too stressed, I think I'm also failing as a friend and family member. I can't seem to talk to anyone without getting at least depressed or angry. Especially to people I'm close with -_- I feel like slicing my head off whenever that happens, and I don't even mean to get so pathetic -_- And what's irritating is that I end up not talking at all... because it's either I don't want them to worry, or bug them with my own problems. I mean, my friends, they have problems of their own too. It's alright for them to bug me with theirs really, but it's a heavy feeling when I do that to them. Gawd so stupid of me to be so obvious when problematic. I should really learn to act in a more discreet manner.

~Ruzenka took flight on 23:32

A beautiful song I've been singing aside from My Immortal, since I got it on WinMX. It's a Welsh song translated to english ^^

SUO GAN

To my lullaby surrender
Warm and tender is my breast
Mother's arms with love caressing
Lay their blessing on your rest
Nothing shall tonight alarm you
None shall harm you, have no fear
Lie contented, calmly slumber
On your mother's breast, my dear

Here tonight I tightly hold you
And enfold you while you sleep
Why, I wonder, are you smiling
Smiling in your slumber deep?
Are the angels on you smiling
And beguiling you with charm
While you also smile, my blossom
In my bosom soft and warm?

Have no fear now, leaves are knocking
Gently knocking at our door
Have no fear now, waves are beating
Gently beating on the shore
Sleep, my darling, none shall harm you
Nor alarm you, never cry
In my bosom sweetly smiling
And beguiling those on high

~Ruzenka took flight on 02:21

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