day of flight... grandcher ver.04

//Saturday, May 15, 2004//

Nyuu, I'm going to Laguna today ^^ Tomweb outing sponsored by the school... iyeeeeeeeey ^^

So uh, tomorrow afternoon I'll be back @_@

Uh yes.

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I'm in school now, we're just waiting for the other people to come ^^

~Ruzenka took flight on 05:41

//Friday, May 14, 2004//

Thinking too much results to... new blog layouts @_@ Featuring Reki from Haibane Renmei/Ailes Gries. She looks like my character, Ruzenka, too much @_@ Didn't know a character like her existed, until Animax came o.o I think this image was when it was Reki's "day of flight", when the haibane leave for... I don't know, somewhere...

I wanted to stay online but I didn't exactly know what I was supposed to do. I made myself useful instead and made this. Refreshing colours for my clouded mind -_-

Today
I was supposed to go to school early, but couldn't sleep last night. I woke up at 1 pm, and planned to go to school after talking to my dad. But didn't feel like walking after I logged online and checked my mail. So I stayed for 2 more hours, since my dad was going to my lola's office anyway... free ride @_@ And then I went home... rode the train again... thought too much... thought too much...

My mom told me she sent the brochure of the digicam I wanted, to my aunt in Japan. OH BOY @_@ Olympus Mju 410 I want you @_@ or maybe just the 400 or 300 one @_@

*stabs self with a spoon 10,000 times*

~Ruzenka took flight on 02:03

Lyrics written for a friend *coughkihimecough*

Still

Treading the little path, in which you left your footsteps
I carefully collect each piece, looking at it every single day
since the goddess of love left few days ago
she told me: I let your anchor fall down to the sea
and I don't know when I'll let you get back to sailing...
over the deep trenches, reaching to another land...
And so I -
plant each piece... within the little earth I contain myself...
still looking, still thinking, still waiting
I look outside the window...
looking, thinking, waiting
An aurora passes by, so sudden
and then dark clouds loom over
And I don't know which to believe
So I turn back to looking at each piece... every single day
looking, thinking, waiting
still...

~Ruzenka took flight on 01:29

//Wednesday, May 12, 2004//

Ahhh... finally fixed something over at deviantArt. @_@ I'm sorta tired now, must go to sleep soon @_@

And because I thought of things again.

Consonance/Trine Merlot #2

Alcestrine - my song, it fears change, and, it wants to go out. It wants to tell everyone how scared it is. But I want my song as silent as possible. Just like how it always was. It fears replacement, it doesn't want a new note. Fear that the harmony will go back hiding and the old songs will be brought back again. But, then, I say to Alcestrine... be still, for I'll keep you safe. Ashran will most likely, too... you know. And Azura, will... too... I hope.

~Ruzenka took flight on 04:22

//Monday, May 10, 2004//

Today, my mom celebrated Mother's Day with us (apparently she was tired yesterday, so we had to celebrate it today). And she bought me a new bag and a new pair of slip-ons. I feel guilty, I should be the one giving gifts, like I said in my other entry. And then I still want that digicam. Makes me feel more guilty @_@

Hmm... and because I keep thinking and thinking.

Consonance/Trine Merlot #1

Azura, I told her, that I need her sun to shine on me everyday. She said to me: you'll just have wait when she sheds her old skin, from crescent to nothing, from full to halfway. Nothing new, nothing old. But you can make a day longer than what it seems. She said that to me. And so I walk around fields, sit on the swing right by the tree near our front gate, build a house, paint the sky vermillion and scarlet, paint flowers that will never wilt... and I gave a piece to that salad bar, to spend more gold as I wait for things to pass by. Like the millions and millions of other things that pass me by. I close my eyes, read 82 lines of a drama script I kept handy. I like this drama, although it always feels as if my chest makes a plunge right to the other side of the world. But two more messages from the feet with wings that I will let pass, and I should be able to play the piano well again.

~Ruzenka took flight on 22:14

O_____O A new blogger look thingy o_o Pretty cool, but I like the classic post page better.

Anyways, I have just voted an hour ago XD Wheee, indelible ink mathingy on my finger XD Gawd, my dad was laughing at me at how giddy I looked after I voted o_o He said: "Ikaw ngayon ay isa nang tunay na mamamayang Pilipino". Lol XD

Anyway, sketches~~~

~Ruzenka took flight on 15:10

//Sunday, May 09, 2004//

Lemon Herb Bacon and Cheese Chicken

Of course, I promised myself to go on a diet this summer... but with people who cook really good stuff around, I can't seem to even start with eating less! T_T *points fingers at Efu, Tia, and my dad's girlfriend* Last night's meal too, was really good. Stuffed chicken and hash browns and mushroom soup by Efu/Tia, desert: refridgerated cake by my dad's g/f. Guh, and I planned to starve this summer and look at what they're doing to me! Feeding me good food T_T But darn, the chicken was really good, you can taste the lemon and rosemary and thyme and garlic, and whatever else is in there... sigh... diet, such a faraway dream T_T

Popsicle Sticks

So, after they (Efu/Tia) left, I continued cutting popsicle sticks into half (vertically) to make miniature wooden planks for my little Geffen apartment model thingy. Guh, such a dragging type of job... I eventually moved on to cutting miniature tiles on the illustration board --- not a notch higher in my fun meter when compared to wooden plank cutting. Sigh, but it's somewhat exciting to see the little wooden planks lined up looking like... well, floor material o_o So much for a nothing-to-do-summer-project, but I'm happy... I like making those things ^_^

Mother's Day

I'm going to my mother's house later to celebrate mum's day. I don't have a gift for her right now, but I promised to make her a 100 pieces of business cards, a letterhead, and probably a poster of something she wants (I think my mom wants a photo of her in some Natasha Kinsky pose or something............. I am definitely going to need a digicam for that @_@) sometime soon. And soooo, since she wants that dancer's pose, I asked her to buy me a digicam (using my money, and some of hers -_-). Well guh, man, I feel guilty asking her about it, especially that I'm supposed to be the one giving her things, not her giving me things.

Must go back to working on little house. I've set myself a deadline, and that'd be in around less than 3 weeks... just before the food trade. I don't think I can finish with the furnituremathingies though, so if someone's interested in helping me with it... tasukete? :P

~Ruzenka took flight on 04:56

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